FINISHED!

About an hour ago, I drove home with my music blasting and a smile plastered on my face. I. Am. Done. High school.

So after I got over this little momentary spazz I was having, reality set in. And I began to stress again. My bliss was definitely short lived! Now I have to get ready for my shift on Thursday (It's at 10:30am and I get home Thursday morning at 2:00am from a whole day with my friends at Cedar Point...going to kill myself) And I have to start thinking what I'm going to go into right away. Because if I don't know soon than I'll loose my scholarship for 2011! Pressure...Although the scholarship is only 2000...that's 2000 I DIDN'T HAVE! So yea...I'm going to have to start busting my ass. Everyone's giving me different advice, it all feels so weird. People pushing what I should do for the rest of my life down my throat.

The only people that seem to be giving me "Advice" is my good friends parents. She was saying that I would be a fantastic Real estate Agent. I think that would be such a fantastic job 0_0! I would be able to interact with people all day, not be constantly stuck in an office, be able to dress up every day :D And they make good money. Although I never look at the monetary value when considering a job. I would much rather be in a low-income job and love my life than be a big shot that's miserable every night. And my friends mom said that to become a Real estate agent you do home study and than right your test to gt your Real Estate licensee. WHICH I did not know. So I'm going to do some research and if I really want to do it than I could do it at my own pace, start whenever I want and even start in the following year when I'm working. So far, it seems to be the best fit. Just wait...give ti ten years and my face will be plastered on every park bench :D

So if anyone is reading this I want some input. In my particular school we have 230 kids in our graduating class. Now this year 1668 of those kids are coming back for a fifth ear of high school! I think that's really...dramatic? And they're saying that they don't know what to do, they're not ready blah blah. But I just want your opinion, is 18 too young to decide what your going to do? Should they reinstate grade 13? Is my school failing at life? Or can we also blame this all on the economy...which leads me to my hatred of the States :) jkz!

So I would love some input because people here are very biased. I think if you don't know what your doing with your life (Like me) the best way to go would be to work. I'm getting practical experience, I can volunteer and when I do decide what I can do with my life I'll have enough money to do it! But I could be wrong. Although I RARELY am! (Joking...very muchly joking)

So until the next time I want to have a little rant or something else substantial happens have a great day :)

First post :)

Hello :D
This will officially be my first post. I suppose I should update you on my life. You will get to know me quite a bit through my other post but I'll just give you a...synopsis of my life. :)

Currently I'm studying my butt off to pass my up-coming exam. I'm graduating High school in two days! 0_0 Craziness. I got excepted into a concurrent program (basically a university class with college ideals) to work in immigration. Which...I was practically forced into. I'm very indecisive and I got into this huge argument with the guards (my words for parents) and they just chose this for me to go into. So I was surfing the internet and I fell upon the course description to what I was going into. And than about 6 minute later I wanted to shoot myself. WHY would I want to go into something where I have to be angry, strict and BORING all day? WHY? So I decided to throw some logic in the guards direction. I told them that I didn't want to waste $16, 000 of my OWN money to do something that I will be miserable in. So they said that if I get another job than I can stay back and work for the next year. I was ecstatic! See...no one in my family had really done this. I come from a long line of mathematicians, nurses and lawyers. Or on the other end of the family...I'm looking pretty good because I'm 18 and don't have a kid yet! Lol.

So within two days I got a new job. (Always really easy for me) So now I buss tables at a Restaurant while working at Walmart! :) How glamorous right?

So yea...that's my life updated so far. I'm going to graduate and work my butt off figuring out what to do with the rest of my life while...finding myself? And if you want to read and hear me rant about politics, people, religion, stupidity and how exhausted Ill be forever than I will gldy provide you with my inner most thoughts :)

If you've made it this far....Kudos.